~想回到過去~

2005-06-09T00:07:00.000+07:00

Kenapa kita harus ada perpisahan...?Harus berpisah ama org yg dah kita kenal bertaon2.Sedihnya,ngga bisa ngasih apa2 untuk yg terakhir kalinya >_< Sorry bgt,kali ini gue bnr2 ga bisa ngasih apa2....c u later.Jgn lupa maen2 kesini yah^^ thx 4 everything....

2005-06-08T00:08:00.000+07:00

Ni jiu she wo de wei yi......

2005-06-04T23:15:00.000+07:00

Here are some quotes from my fave movie,CSI (Hehehe ini bukan movie sih tp TV series..).

Gil Grissom: I'm wrong all the time. It's how I get to "right".

Catherine Willows: If there's one thing you learn on this job is that human beings are capable of anything.

Father Powell: You don't believe?
Gil Grissom: In religion. I believe in God, in science, in Sunday supper. I don't believe in rules that tell me how I should live.
Father Powell: Even if they're handed down by God?
Gil Grissom: How many crusades were fought in the name of God? How many people died because of someone's religion?
Father Powell: Fanaticism, not religion.
Gil Grissom: Semantics. They're still dead.

2005-06-03T22:48:00.000+07:00

Pas kemaren lg kangen2nya ama classmates gue....Tadi dpt kesempetan ngumpul brg!! hooraayy!!
yah walopun ngga lengkap sih,kurang 5 org gitu deh.Tapi gpp....gue tetep seneng...Hohohohoho....
Karena mungkin nanti2 bakal susah ketemu.Dah byk yg pindah...Hixhixhix....
Pasti bakal kangen bgt deh ama mereka....Miss them already.Padahal br juga libur semingguan...Damn!

Btw,td kita2 pada patungan traktir Sir Raj lhoww...Hahahaha...Kita khan bilangnya mao ngumpul2 doank,tp ternyata dah ketauan klo sebenernya kita mo traktir dia karena dia Bday.
Hwaaa...capeq >_<

2005-04-03T22:15:00.000+07:00

Hari ini Steven ultah lhoo.....
Tpen tuh orgnya baeeeee,mao merelakan ranjangnya ke gue n' dia tiduran di lantai.Orangnya gampang pasrah,apalagi klo gue n' Cia bersatu...Hohohohoho...suka traktir gue.Orgnya bisa diandelin.Impiannya banyak,sayang semuanya susah jd kenyataan,makanya klo mimpi yg pasti2 aja!Wakakaka.....
Tadinya gue dah berencana mo kasih surprise ke dia...Kita rame2 bawain kue ke rumah dia...
Rencananya sih ga gagal.Cuma ngga sesuai harapan gue aja.Hixhixhixhix...
Gue ama Cia ditinggal...Mereka jadi pada ngasih surprise tanpa kita.Hixhixhix gue ama Cia sedih bgt,padahal idenya dr kita,tapi mereka malah tinggalin kita.Hixhixhix...jd ngga enak juga ama Tpen.Org2 yg paling deket ama dia malah ngga ada...

Yah Happy bday ya Pen.. wish u all de best...^^ moga2an semua impian2 lu tercapai.Hehehehe.Tenang lhaaaaa rahasia lu tetep aman lho ama gue n' Cia... ^^
Lop u so much...hehehehe.Kejar wanitamu!!!Dapetin!!!klo dia ngga mao,paksaa!!!Wakakakaka

me n' Tpen

2005-03-26T02:52:00.000+07:00

Kakak adik itu dekat sekaligus jauh......

Jay Chou

2005-03-06T03:29:00.000+07:00

Hwaa.....cinta mati deh ama JayChou.Suaranya bagus,jago maen piano,ceLLo,gitar dLL..ngga pernah bosen dgr lagu2nya...
Lagunya selalu menyayat hati...huahuahuahua.Gue lg sukaaa bgt ama ni lagu...

GE QIAN
*jiu wei fang qing de tian kong / yi jiu liu zhe ni de xiao rong
ku guo / que wu fa yan mai qian jiu
Feng zheng zai yin tian ge qian / xiang nian hai zai deng dai jiu yuan
wo la zhe xian / fu xi ni gei de wen rou
**pu shai zai yi pang de ji mo
xiao wo gei bu qi cheng nuo
zen me hui zen me hui ni jing yuan liang le wo
***wo zhi neng yong yuan du zhe dui bai / du zhe wo gei ni de shang hai
wo yuan liang bu liao wo / jiu qing ni dang zuo wo yi bu zai
wo zheng kai shuang yan kan zhe kong bai / wang ji ni dui wo de qi dai
du wan le yi lai / wo hen kuai jiu li kai

`The sky which has long not been sunny still keeps your smile as before
Have cried, but been unable to bury [my] guilt
The kite stranded in the gloomy sky, [my] longing is still awaiting to be rescued
I'm pulling the kite string and reviewing the tenderness you gave
``The loneliness that has been isolated on the side
Laughing at the promises that I can't afford to give
How come, how come, you've actually forgiven me
```I can only forever read the dialogue, reading the pain that I've given you
I cannot forgive myself, so please treat as if I'm not here anymore
I looked on blankly with eyes wide open, [trying] to forget the expectations you had of me
After finish reading [my] dependence [on you], I'll leave very soon

*www.jay-chou.net*
Kapan yah bisa ke konsernya Jay... *pengen pengen pengen*

2005-03-03T21:34:00.000+07:00

Gue sebeeellllllll.....
ngeprint aja susah bgt...huuuuuuuuuuuu
Jelek ni tinta printernyaaa....apa printer gue yg bloon yaq?tau akhh...
jdnya buang2 kertass gini =(....ada yg 1 halaman bersih...baliknya ada yg bolong2,ada yg ke print,ada yg ngga ke print..hiyyy sebel sebell.....

photo2^^

2005-02-22T20:06:00.000+07:00

mamer photo yaaa...huahuahuahua...
ini lha anak2 kelas gue.Dikit emang.Cuma 21.Tapi karena dikit kita jd kompak,kompak ngerjain satu sama lain.Huahahahaha.....Sayang 5 org ngga ikut ke baLi =(

atas ki-ka : aji,raymond,aaron,nin0,lydia,anita
bwh ki-ka : andri,metta

Nih waktu hr trakhir,pagi2 kita jln2 di pantai kuta.Cuma segini sih,yg laennya masih terdampar di kasur.Pada susah bangun sih!Pas disini tuh gue dah ngiler aja pengen nyebur ke laut.Tapi ragu abis ngga ada yg mo nemenin =( Ya uda akhirnya gue ajakin raymond ke tengah...trus kita dorong Aaron ama Sellina.Hohohoh.Akhirnya ngga basah2an sendiri ;p

Eh,baju gue keren yah.Wakakakakaka....

cewe2 chentiL...huahuahuahua baruu aja ampe di hotel,ganti baju lngsung photo2...
ki-ka : sonia,nin0,LiLa,Sellina,Lydia,Metta,Lele.Yah si anita ilang di wc...

nih waktu valentine.Satu skul disuruh pake pink/merah...humhum....tapi masih ada aja yg pake seragam.hihihih
Pas hr itu pusing bgt gue liat semua pake pink.Dari anak TK ampe guru2nya...ckckckck..

2005-02-22T18:46:00.000+07:00

Liat dehhh photo terbaru Brandy...imut sekali yaaa...hohoho. ;p

2005-02-21T18:36:00.000+07:00

Dah pulang nih...Hwehwehwe.Ada oleh2 buat lo semua....Ambil di rumah gue yah.Cepetan yah.Siapa cepat dia dapat...Oleh2nya baju kotor gue sih...Wakakakaka... ;p

Seruuu lho peginya^^ sayang cuma bentar...hixhixhixhix >_<
poto2 menyusul deh...hihihihi.

2005-02-18T02:05:00.000+07:00

Pamit yeee.....Satu jem lg mo mandii...huahuahuhauhauhau.
ngga ding.ntar abis mandi mo ke airport,mo ke bali bareng anak2 sekelas.Cuma sekelas.bukan sekul.kyaaa senangnya....cuman emang pada ngga mo rugi.ambil flight yg pagi stengah6 gitu...huahuahuhau.
Td baru packing.huh emang dasar cewe....Bingung kudu bawa baju yg mana aja.Padahaal akhirnya yg dibawa yg itu2 juga,yg biasa gue pake gitu.hehehehe.
Tadi siang sih udah dibikinin list barang2 yg kudu gue bawa ama temen gue.Hihihihihihi tapi koq ngga ada yg mao gue titipin tiket yaq?gue takut tiketnya ketinggalan...huhuhuhu >_<
Ude ah,mo mkn laper.

Dang Ni-When You

2005-02-13T19:18:00.000+07:00

Ru guo you yi tian,Wo hui dao cong qian,
Hui dao jui yuan shi de wo,
Ni shi fou hui jue de wo bu cuo.
Ru guo you yi tian,Wo li ni yao yuan,Bu neng zai he ni,
Xiang yue, ni shi fou hui fa jue wo yi jing shuo zai jian.
If one day, I could return to the past
and become my original self
Will you think I'm alright?
If one day, I am far away from you
and will no longer be able to see you
Will you realize that I already said goodbye?

(Chorus)
Dang ni de yan jing mi zhe xiao,
Dang ni he ke le dang ni chao,
Wo xiang dui ni hao,Ni cong lai bu zhi dao,
Xiang ni, xiang ni,
Ye neng chen wei shi hao,
Dang ni shuo jing tian de fan nao,
Dang ni shuo ye shen ni shui bu zhao,
Wo xiang dui ni shuo,Que hai pa dou shuo cuo,
Hao xi huan ni,Zhi bu zhi dao.
When your eyes smile at me
When you drink cola, when you complain
I want to be nice to you
but you don't know that thinking of you can make me love you
When you talk about your worries of today
When you say that you cannot sleep at night
I want to tell you, but I'm afraid it'll come out wrong
I really like you, do you know that?

Ru guo you yi tian,Meng xiang dou shi xian,
Hui yi dou chen le,Yong yuan,
Ni shi fou hai hui ji de jing tian.
Ru guo you yi tian,Wo men dou fa jue,
Yuan lai shen me dou,Ke yi,
Wo men shi fou hai hui ting liu zai zhe li.
If one day, when dreams have become reality
And memories have turned into forever
Will you still remember today?
If one day we realize that anything is possible
Will you still stop at my place?

(Chorus)

Ye xu kong xu rang wo xiang de tai duo,
Ye xu gai hui dao mei yi muo,
Mong li hui xiang yu,Jiu hao bu you yu,
Da sheng de shuo wo yao shuo,
Maybe emptiness makes me think too much
Or maybe I should return to my hiding
We'll meet in our dreams, without doubt
then I'll say what I want to say out loud

(chorus)

Niii buat Opa...Hehehehe...maap ya Opa,lama bgt.dah dr taon lalu kali yaq?Hohohohoho.
Gpp lha,yang penting ada translationnya khan ^^
btw,Happy Valentine semuanyaaa....^^

buat Cece yg lg kondangan: ati2 kesandung pake highheeL...huahuahuahua....

2005-02-08T21:18:00.000+07:00

If I Could
I'd protect you from the sadness in your eyes
Give you courage in a world of compromise
Yes I would

If I could
I would teach you all the things I've never learned
And I'd help you cross the bridges that I've burned
Yes I would

If I could
I would try to shield your innocence from time
But the part of life I gave you isn't mine
I've watched you grow
So I could let you go

If I could
I would help you make it through the hungry years
But I know that I can never cry your tears
But I would
If I could

As if I live in a time and place where you don't wanna be
You don't have to walk along this road with me
My yesterday won't have to be your way
If I knew
I would try to change the world I brought you to
And there isn't very much that I can do
But I would
If I could

Ada ngga sih seseorang yg bener2 layak nerima pengorbanan kita?

2005-02-07T22:19:00.000+07:00

Gue libur lhoo!!!Yihaaaaaaaa.....
libur mulai besokkkkk ampe minggu depannn....^^ Yippie yeyyy yippie yayyy^^

2005-02-06T02:56:00.000+07:00

If you had five minutes to live,who would you call?

What if the rest of your life was the best of your life?

What is the one thing you think of that always makes you smile?

What are the five things you value most in life?

When was the last time you did something for the first time?

If you think life is hard,what are you comparing it to?

Do you doubt your doubts?

Do you know how to dream with your eyes open?

How would you introduce yourself to God?

What good has worrying ever done?

Do you live from the inside out or the outside in?

What makes something beautiful?

How do you find happiness?

Where do you draw the lines between possible and impossible?

How do you want to be remembered?

How far would you go to chase what you really want?

Is not every end a new beginning?

Kobi Yamada

2005-01-31T01:18:00.000+07:00

An Jing/Jay Chou

Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Shui jiao de da ti qin
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day
The sleeping cello
Quiet and so old

Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
Ni mei you she bu de
I think you've made yourself clear
I know and I'm sure
You don't regret

Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe
You being with me was in the past
I hope he loves you more than I do
Only then will I bring myself to leave

Chorus
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
You want me to say it, but it is awkward
I don't even want to break up
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?
I don't have the ability
To accept both you and him
Don't worry too much
I'll still be fine

Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
You've already gone far away
And I will slowly walk away
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?
I really don't have the ability
Staying silent doesn't come so fast
I will learn to give you up
Because I love you so much

Huhuhuhu...lg sukaaa bgt ama ni lagu.Sukaaaaaa bgt...hwehwehwe.
Lagi kangen ama temen2 gue yg dah lama ngga kontek2an...
koko2 angkat gue...hixxx maapkan daku yg selalu ngilang tanpa alesan.Trus muncul lg,trus ngilang lg dan ngga muncul2 lagi.Huahahaha...*getok*
Kangen ngumpul brg cc,cTine,opa n' ngga lupa si iyem *mo ledekin diaaaa...hohoho* >_<

dear sum1: Tenang aja yah.Everything happens for a reason.I'm here....Dont worry be happy...^^

2005-01-20T19:20:00.000+07:00

Gue benciiiii Jakarta.Macetttt mulu.Huh.
Uhm...besok koko sepupu gue nikah.Besok pake gaun lhoo....Tapi males pake high heeL.Rencananya sih mao pake sendal aje...Moga2 berhasil... -amen-

2005-01-16T19:15:00.000+07:00

I kept it inside for the longest time and I can't keep keeping it

All this love that's inside of my heart
Maybe it's safer not to say that I care
Maybe this road won't lead me anywhere

If I don't tell you now
I may never get the chance again
To tell you that I need you, tell you what I'm feeling
If I keep these feelings in
And if I don't say the words
How will you hear what's inside my heart
How will you know then, if I don't tell you now

I'd do anything to be in your dreams and I can't stand standing by
With this dream that's inside my heart
Maybe I'm only gonna make a mistake
And there's a chance maybe my heart will break

How will you know you're inside my soul
Oh, it's driving me crazy
Cause you don't see, you're the world to me
I'm so afraid to see, the way that I feel for you

Simon Birch

2005-01-12T02:36:00.000+07:00

- Time is a monster that cannot be reasoned with
- What I want to do and what I do are two separate things. If we all went around doing what we wanted all the time, there'd be chaos.
- When someone you love dies, you don't lose them all at once. You lose them in pieces over time, like how the mail stops coming.
- I don't need proof.I have faith.

Quotes from Simon Birch

Barusan abis ntn Simon Birch.Film yg gue cari selama 2taon terakhir ini.Susahhh bgt nyarinya.Thx bgt buat Ricky yg rela muter2 pas di Spore demi nyari ni film...
huhuhuhu...bnr2 THx!!!!
Filmnya bagus...sesuai dgn apa yg gue bayangin.Hwehwehwe.Gue sendiri dah lupa kenapa gue bisa ampe nyari ni film.Akhirnya kesampean juga ntn ni film...hwehwehwe
Thx Dad,Thx Ricky,Thx Tpen...thx semuanya yg dah nyariin... ^^
Sekarang...mao nyari bukunya akh. A Prayer For Owen Meany by johhn Irving...
Ayoo pada bantuin nyari lg yaq...Wakakaka...

Sekolah Lagi >_<

2005-01-11T23:17:00.000+07:00

Hari ni mulai masuk skuL lagih...Hixhixhix...
Dah gitu,karena selama liburan kebiasaan bobo pagi sekitar jem 5/6 gitu.Semalem ngga isa bobo deh.Alhasil gue ngga bobo semaleman.Ajaibnya pas di kelas pagi2 ngga ngantuk lho...Hebat yaq...biasa mah ngantuk mulu...Wakakakaka
Tapi abis istirahat gue lngsung ngantuk2 gitu.Untung hari ini ada pelajaran Fisika...jd gue bisa bobo...
Jadi pas pelajaran Fisika,gue ke Lab Bahasa n' bobo di sana.Anak2 laen sih pada ngobrol n' ada juga yg baca komik.Pas lg enak2nya tidur gue bangun bentar.Niat sih abis itu mao bobo lg.Ehhhh diusir ama guru SMU.huh.SebeL.Langsung pusing deh kepala gue.Yang laen pada ngacir ke perpus,gue nongkrong di depan perpus ama Tpen n' Melpin sambil dengerin mp3player.Tiba2 kepsek gue lewat...Gue ngga ngeh lg dia lewat.Dia juga ngga ngeh gue disitu.Tp tiba2 dia jalan mundur n' ngoceh2.Hampir aja tuh mp3player disita.Gue blg aja punya Tpen.Hihihihi...jd dia ngga bisa apa2.Mana punya hak dia ngurus2 anak SMU.Wakakaka....sokorr...

Trus td kedatengan guru baru buat ngajar Chemist ama Bio.Waaa...tuh guru rambutnya keren..kaya nanas.Kekekeke.Mantan juara DDR nasional lage.Ckckckck....
Belom mulai ngajar sih dia.Ngga tau deh ngajarnya enak apa kga.Gue bakal mulai serius sekolah mulai minggu depan ajah...Kamis ini mao ke baLi...Kekekeke....
Mao maen aer n' cuci mata...

Btw,Tadi pagi nyokap gue ke Surabaya.Opa pulang,nyokap gue pegih.Huhuhuhu.Sengsara niy.Dah dibuatin rendang sebaskom.Tiap hr suruh makan rendang.Gile ajaaaa.....

Eh opa dah balik lhoooo hihihihihi...Welcum home opa...mana oleh2nyaaaa.....
Cece...hpmu rusak yaq?Cupcupcup....beli baru gih.Hwehwehwe... ;p
Mami Mee...katanya mao ke Jkt!Koq ngga jd? Mami kejemmm...penipuuu..... ;p
Iyem....photo n' klisenya manaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
cTine...Conan dah baca ampe nomor brp?Hwehwehwe...
Mommy...i miss u >_<

2005-01-06T23:33:00.000+07:00

Happy Bday to you...
Yg ke berapa sih?Hwehwehwe...Entah 17 atau 18....
Dah lama ngga ngliat elo.Gimana kabarnya?
Kangen lho ama masa2 kelas7...Kekekekeke....
i miss u... ^^

2005-01-01T23:18:00.000+07:00

It's hard to share everything and play fair if you don't have anything to share and life is itself unjust.

Photo2

2004-12-29T13:50:00.000+07:00

Baru dapet cd photo2nya dr Wei2...Numpang pamer akh ;p...Enjoy^^ *kaya ada yg liatin ajahhh* hwehwehwe

2004-12-26T01:10:00.000+07:00

People are like crayons.It's not what colour they are,
It's the picture they make.

Merry Xmas

2004-12-25T01:37:00.000+07:00

Merry Xmas!!!!!!Buat semua yg baca ni blog...yg mampir...yg numpang lewat...yg nimpukin...dLL...merry xmass yaqqq^^

Happy Bday...

2004-12-25T01:01:00.000+07:00

Happy Bday buat Natasha aka Cia...Well,bdaynya sih kemaren pas tgl 24.Hehehehe...Gpp lha telat sehari. ;p
Gue sampe skrg lom ngucapin langsung krn gue ngga isa hubungi dia...Huhuhuhuhu.Dia lg di Spore.Apa daya m3nya tuh ngga isa dipake disana...Hixhixhix...Rese lo Cia!!
Cia nih temen bae gue dr TK...*ceileee piwiiittt* ;p Temen gila2an...temen ngayal yg hebatt...temen curhat yg setia...temen tuker pikiran tp kdg ngga ada yg ketuker krn kebanyakan kita tuh sepikiran.Wakakaka ;p Temen paling klop buat ledekin Steven^^
Temen paling ngga tau malu...Paling jago akting...Paling menggelikan...Paling jayuz...suka bikin ilfiL...ya pokoknya segala2nya deh...Kekekeke...
Skrg dah 17 lhoo...ceile...piwitttt!!!!
Happy bday my fren...moga2 lo baca nih blog *ngga tau kpn* moga2 lo makin debil,makin gila,makin sinting,makin jayus,makin setia dgrin ocehan gue n' makin syg ama Daddy...^^
Gbu alweys sistaaa

cia n' me

Happy Bday juga buat Sheva yg ultah Tgl 23 kmaren...
Happy Bday buat Om gue yg Ultah hari ini... ^^ pas tgl 25...
Happy Bday buat Kriz yg ultahnya besok tgl 26...
Kekekeke...
Keren juga yaq ultah berderetan...^^

buat sum1: i'll be here...always.i loph u n' i care bout u...^^
kejarlah wanitamu...gud luck^o^.moga2an dia juga syg ama lo.moga2an lo juga org pertama di hatinya.Ehmmm... Jgn takut buat maju yaq ^o^ luv u always...

Puncak

2004-12-23T01:00:00.000+07:00

Tadi gue baru balik dr Puncak.Pergi bareng temen2 gue dari SD tp pas SMP kepisah.
Hari senen kita2 pada ngumpul di gedung lama skul kita tercinta.Kita ber-16...4 cewek manis,8 cowo edan,1 pegawai sekolah kesayangan kita2 n' 3 supir.
Ada gue,Wei2,Jay,Eunice,Steven,Jp,Sandy,Ricky,Nixon,Handaya,Rommy,Akiun n' Anas.
William nyusul pas hr selasa.
Gue nginep di villa Wei2...Pas ampe gue dah demen ama villanya...Gede euyyy.Ada lapangan rumput,lapangan badminton yg jd tempat jemuran,kolam ikan yg dalemnya 3meter,dan soang2 yg cuma kedengeran suaranya.Wakakakaka...LoL...
Kita cewe2 langusng milih kmr yg paling anget,bagus,rapi dan terawat...Hihihihihi...

Pas siangnya gue ber5 jalan2 ke simpang raya.kita cukup jalan kaki doank.Yah emang sih tetep aja agak jauh tp ngga jauh2 amat.Emang dasar Wei2 gembel...Dia minta kita pulangnya naek angkot aja buar kita ngga pegel,tapi ngga ada yg mao...Alesan Eunice nolak :OLAHRAGA Wei...! Alesan gue nolak: gembel lo Wei...masa gini aja cape...Ricky ama Jay abstain...Hwehwehwe...

Dodolnya kita ke minimarket belinya cuma snack doank.Itupun belinya cuma sebiji dua biji.Pas mo balik ujan jd yah kita berteduh *cieeeeeeeee* di tukang roti bkr...Wakakaka...
Enak lho roti bakarnyaaaa...kejunya banyaaaakkkk...Nyumnyum..
*iklan bentar...itu roti bakar yg deket Rumahsusun Kemayoran tuh enak bgttt.....namanya RotiBakar Ibu Iis* Hwehwehwe...

Pas balik ke villa,gue br kepikiran buat beli telor..dodolz...
Malemnya pada maen kartu ampe jem stengah4 pagi.Ada bbrp yg dah bobo...sedangkan kita cewe2 kecuali Eunice pada ngobrol2 di kamar.Ngegosipp...Wakakakaka....

Paling seru sih semalemmm....Semua tidur kecuali gue,Jay,Wei2,Ven,Jp n' Anas.
Gue ama ven,Jay n' Jp maen truth or dare.Gembel tuh game...Wakakakakaka kocak bgt...
Mereka dodollll...Pas giliran gue truth,nanyanya yg ngga penting.Pas giliran gue dare,nyuruhnya yg gampang2...
Tp giliran mereka kenanya yg ribet2...Dr buka kaos kaki gue n' pakein lagi,gangguin Ricky tidur...Pakein bedak ke pipinya Rommy...Bersihin bedak di pipinya rommy...Tpen ama Jp kudu cipika cipiki...Tiup kuping Rommy yg lg bobo...Pokoknya gembel abis dehh...
Trus pas jem4an semua dah pada bubar kecuali gue,Jay ama Wei2...kita2 pd ngobrol ampe jem7 pagi.Disaat mereka bangun,kita br bobo...

Wakakaka...pokoknya pas di puncak tuh gembel abisss...kocak bgt....unforgetable...Wakakaka
Dr Nixon yg diledekin bulldog...Ricky yg dikatain robot krn tenaga saiboknya...Wakakaka
Gembelnya udah tau tenag ricky saibok,masih aja si nixon ledekin Ricky ampe dikejar2 n' suaranya ampir ilang...Wakakakak...

Wei2 paling gembel...udah villa sendiri tp ngga bisa nyalain aer anget...Mesti gue yg nyalain...ckckckckck...Bingung kdg2 ama tuh manusia...Camen bgt.
Jay yg diledekin bajay...Dikatain bombay gara2 India satu2nya...Wakakakaka....
Eunice yg paling heboohhhh...
Steven yg ngga bisa idup tanpa vickinhalernya...
Sandy yg jempolnya luka gara2 maen bola dah gitu keinjek ama wei2 n' jay mulu...Wakakaka
Jp yg sipitt n' homoannya Stevenn...Wakakaka
Handaya yg makan mulu...
Anas yg edaann...
Rommy yg rese,rebutan kmr mandi ama gue...Gue dah nungguin kmr mandi,dia malah nyelonong masuk dgn alesan mao nyetor...Untung gue bae...;p
William si medan yg licik...hihihihi
Akiun yg nyolott....

Sayang bgt Cia,temen gue yg paling camen ngga isa ikut...hixhixhxixhixhix...miss u ciaaaaaaaaaaaa ;p ^o^

Bener2 fun disana...Nanti liburan taon dpn pasti pergi lagi...hihihihihi
cant hardly wait till next year...^^

Mother's Day

2004-12-22T23:22:00.000+07:00

Dedicated to my mom....

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

2004-12-16T15:07:00.000+07:00

~If you judge people,you have no time to love them~
~Peace is not the Absense of Trouble but the Presence of God~
~Plan ahead -- It wasn't raining when Noah built the ark~
~Suffering from truth decay? Brush up on your bible~

Brandy

2004-12-10T13:35:00.000+07:00

Nih pic lucu bgt...Wakakaka kaya lg hormat gitu...kyahahahaha....

2004-12-09T20:53:00.000+07:00

Mual...Sedih...Buntu...Bingung...
Kapan yah bisa ngelepasin topeng ini.Kapan bisa berenti pura2 cuek.Kapan bisa berenti pura2 care?Selalu salah tempat.Disaat gue hrs nunjukin senyum,gue malah cemberut.Dimana pendapat gue dibutuhin gue cuma diem.Saat gue harus diem gue malah ngomong.
Gue jd bingung,gue emang begini drdulu ato gue berubah sejak saat itu?Kadang susah untuk inget ttg diri gue sendiri.

Today...really miss him so much.Bisa ngga dia ada disini cuma untuk semenit?Semenit aja cukup deh....

Liburrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

2004-12-07T09:17:00.000+07:00

Hureeee akhirnya libur juga...Hihihihihihi.Chenengnya..tadi exam chemistry terakhir noh.Lumayan bisa sih...tp lupa2 gitu.Hehehehe abis td pagi seblon bel bukannya ngulang malah ngumpul ama anak2..xixixixi...
ya pokoknya udah libur.Rapot mah urusan belakangan.Kasian temen2 gue yg masih pada ujian.Wakakakaka....
Tapi bingung juga sih,liburan sebulan mao ngapain aja.Temen gue banyak yg ngajakin pergi sih.Entah ke puncak ato ke anyer.Pengen gue iyain aja semuanya tapi takutnya nanti bentrok.Wakakakaka....Biasanya sih kalo dah bentrok gitu gue ngga pegi ama sapa2,tapi kabur ama nyokap.Tinggal pas pulang diocehin2...hihihihihi...
Ampun deh..Kali ini gue bikin jadwal yg padat,teratur,berisi dan fun deh *moga2an bisa* abis gue paling bego kalo disuruh bikin jadwal.Klo disuruh ngatur apa2 pasti gue gue pastiinnya saat2 terakhir,selalu kepepet.Wakakakaka...
Yippie yaaaiii yippe yeeeyyy...huree huree... ^0^
Libur tLah tibaaaaaaaaa......

When I See You Smile

2004-12-02T20:08:00.000+07:00

Sometimes I wonder
How I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
Then I see you reach out for me

Sometimes I wanna give up
Wanna give in
Wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
Can make everything alright
Make everything alright

When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh, you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing I ever knew
And when the rain is fallin'
I don't feel it 'coz you're here with me
And one look at you baby
Is all I ever need
It's all that I ever need
_______________________________________________________________
huhuhuhu lagunya bagus yaq...nikmat dan berisi.Paket puas dweh pokoknya.Huahahaha *paan sih*
Kemaren gue sama Opa jemput Iyem di Airport.Rencana pertamanya tuh Opa bakal nyampe duluan,nungguin Iyem trus gue tinggal jemput mereka berdua.Ternytaaaa si Opa tuh yg telat...Huuh.
Pertama salah nunggu gue,gue nunggu di gate1 sedangkan sang tamu keluarnya di gate2.Ya uda,gue ngibrit ke gate2 takut dah keluar,soalnya pesawat mendarat jem4 sedangkan gue sampe jem stengah5.Ampe sono gue liat2 mana si iyem koq ngga keliatan batang idungnya.Dah gitu gue males nyari lagi,gue nonton tipi aja.Wakakakaka...Trus ada cowo cakep disono...Haiyaaahhh!!cute...hihihihi *getok*
Tiba2 opa tlp,dia ada di mcd,sama iyem pula.Nah lho...kapan keluarya tuh anak?
Mana McD itu adanya di gate1 lagih.Yaaa kudu jalan balik lagi kesono...huhh...
Tapi ggp...akhirnya dapet coklat...hihihihihi ^o^ Tapi direbut ama dd gue...hiyy emg ade ngga tao diri...
Dah akh...kudu blj...hixhixhixhix...Mengapaaaaaa?!!?!?!

Dear sum1: eh eh today gue kangen lhoo ama lo...hihihihihi

My Brodars n' Sistar

2004-11-29T11:18:00.000+07:00

Hwehwehwe abis exam Bio...Examnya tuh gampang buat yang belajar,susah buat yang ngga.Dan buat gue...itu menjurus ke susah karna gue belajarnya ogah-ogahan.Hehehehe.Gue belajar yg gue suka doank.Yang kayanya ribet n' susah dicerna gue tinggalin.Wakakakaka...Jangan ditiru yah cara belajar keq gini -_-"

Kemaren ini pas belajar gue sambil buka2 hp n' liat video.Pas liat video yang gue,koko2 gue n' ade gue lg maen ular tangga gue jd kangen ama koko gue yg kedua.hixhixhixhix...
Kyahaha seru banget deh pas liburan Juni kemaren ini.Semua pada ngumpul,apalagi pas gue berempat maen uler tangga.Paling sial tuh gue,selalu ketendang n' ulang lagi.Tapi akhirnya terbukti koko gue yg kedua yg paling sial.Kita bertiga(gue,ade gue n' koko gue yg kesatu) mencoba ngebegoin dia dgn bilang "mulai kali ini yg kalah harus rela disuruh2 ama yg menang yah"
Sayang dia pinter jadi ngga mao.Coba kalo ade gue,blom tetu mao juga sih.Hehehehehe.

Ade gue tuh kecil2 gitu jago banget ngebalikin kata2.Paling sering adu mulut ama koko gue yg kedua.Klo disuruh ambil minum ama koko gue pasti dibales "koko khan punya kaki,punya tangan,ambil sendiri donk."
Kyahaha...makanya gue juga suka sakit hati klo nyuruh2 ade gue >_< cuma ngomong sepatah kata,dibalesnya bertubi-tubi.Untung gue cece yg bae jadi ngalah aja...Hwehwehwe.

Terus dulu selalu ada ritual bobo di kamar koko gue setiap mereka balik dari S'pore atau U.S.
Gue selalu pengen bobo ama mereka,tapi mereka ngga pernah mao.Kurang ajar emang.makanya kiat2 gue adalahh.....pas udh ngantuk gitu,maen ke kmr koko gue.Entah gue baca buku ato pijitin koko gue.Nahhh ntar ketiduran disana,koko gue ngga mungkin tega bangunin gue.Jadilah gue tidur disono.Tapi seiring berjalannya waktu,dah ketauan deh siasat gue.Jadi skrg yah agak susah....mesri dirayu-rayu.Wakakakaka.....Aduh jd tambah kangen ama koko gue... T_T
Untung koko gue yg pertama dah tinggal disini ^o^ tapi kayanya nanti mo kerja di Bandung.Hiiyyy....sepi deh >_< ngga bisa denger ade n' koko gue berantem lagi.Ngga ada yg nyuruh2 lagi.Ngga ada yg bukain pintu lagi klo pulang malem.Ngga ada yg belanjain gue lagi.Ngga ada yg nitip quickly lagi.Ngga ada yg bisa ditilep lg duitnya.Ngga ada yg bayarin dvd lagi.Kekekekeke.....
Tapi the gud news is...barang-barangnya ngga dibawa!Wakakakaka.....Dvd player balek lg ke tangan gue.Xixixixixi ^^

Nih gue post photo kita berempat...Ade gue cakeph ya...Hihihihihi.Sapa dulu donk cecenya.Wakakakaka....*ciao*

^o^

2004-11-23T23:11:00.000+07:00

Sometimes I ask the question, "My Lord, is this your will?" It's then I hear you answer me, "My Precious Child...be still."

Sometimes I feel frustrated, cause I think I know what's best. It's then I hear you say to me, "My Busy Child...just rest!"

Sometimes I feel so lonely and I think I'd like a mate. Your still small voice gets oh so clear and says, "My Child...please wait!"

"I know the plans I have for you, the wondrous things you'll see; If you can just be patient, Child, and put your trust in me. I've plans to draw you closer. I've plans to help you grow. There's much I do you cannot see and much you do not know.

But know this, Child...I LOVE YOU. You are Precious unto Me.

Before I formed you in the womb, I planned your destiny. I've something very special I hope for you to learn. The gifts I wish to give to you are gifts you cannot earn.

They come without a price tag, but not without a cost; at Calvary, I gave My Son, so You would not be lost. Rest Child, and do not grow weary of doing what is good.

I promise I'll come back for you just like I said I would. Your name is written on my palm, I never could forget; Therefore, do not be discouraged when my answer is... "Not Yet!"

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Gue suka bgt ama ni poem.Eh namanya poem bukan yah?Yah pokonya yg diatas ini lha.... ^o^
Emang dah pernah post sih.Tapi pengen post lagi.Gue selalu dikuatin ama ni poem pas lg lose hope.Selalu diingetin klo Tuhan lg ngerancang sesuatu yg besaaaarrr buat kita ^o^ dan ini rada negor gue juga klo kadang gue terlalu andelin diri sendiri *bukan kadang lg,tp sering!!!!* Trus kadang terlalu terburu-buru juga...jadi intinya adalah percaya sepenuhnya ke Daddy n' SABAR...!!! Karena org sabar disayang gue...Hihihihihihi *kaburrrrr*

Thx to Mami Mee yg mo dengerin curhatan gue ^o^ Loph u

Stress

2004-11-23T21:43:00.000+07:00

Dari hari Minggu ampe hari ini,gue mumet banget.Kali ini bener2 mumet *biasa mumet-mumetan* Huehehehe.
Hari Minggu tuh dah kaya hari kiamat bagi gue.Dapet telpon yg bikin gue nangis sesunggrukan.Harusnya sih ngga ampe sesunggrukan,cuma gue jadi parno sendiri,mikir yg ngga-ngga.Dan terbukti Senin paginya 50% apa yang gue takutin terjadi... >_<
Tapi gue percaya klo Daddy punya sesuatu buat gue dibalik semua ini..Tapi masalahnya gue kadang suka bandel.Hixhixhixhix...
Thx God, hari ini exam gue diundur,semalem gue bener2 ngga bisa belajar,bisa2 dapet telor bebek.Asli mumet abiiissss...kepala kaya mo pecah,untung gue msh bisa nahan ngga jedotin kepala...Wheuwww...

Ini kali yg namanya stress?Baru pertama kali ngerasain...bener2 ngga enak...
Ngaa mo lagi deh kaya begini...
Tuhan emang bae....Udah kasih gue ngerasain stress...Udah bikin gardu sekul gue rusak jadi mati lampu trus dibatalin examnya... ^o^
Rejoice in Daddyyy....Yihaaaaaaaaaa!!!

2004-11-13T19:50:00.000+07:00

.Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

.Marry a man/woman you love to talk t o. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
.Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
.When you say, "I love you," mean it.
.When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
.Believe in love at first sight.
.Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
.Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
.In disagreements, fight fairly.
.Don't judge people by their relatives.
.Talk slowly but think quickly.
.When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
.Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
.Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
.When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
.Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others;and Responsibility for all your actions.
.Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
.When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
.Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
.Spend some time alone.

**Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion**

I Believe

2004-11-01T22:56:00.000+07:00

Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

Violence is spread worldwide and there are families on the street
And we sell drugs to children now oh why can't we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay

But I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she's never been so happy but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a nigger from the streets
Oh how he would lose it then but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
And one day he'll understand
And he'll see me as a person not just a black man

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe I believe I believe I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Please love find the way

Please love find the way

I Believe by Blessed Union of Souls

2004-11-01T20:25:00.000+07:00

Dog

When God made the earth and sky,
The flowers and the tree.
He then made all the animals,
The fish, the birds, and bees.
And when at last He'd finished
Not one was quite the same.
He said, "I'll walk this world of mine,
And give each one a name."
And so he traveled far and wide
And everywhere he went,
A little creature followed him
Until its strength was spent.
When all were named upon the earth
And in the sky and sea,
The little creature said, "Dear Lord,
There's not one left for me."
Kindly the Father said to him,
"I've left you to the end.
I've turned my name back to front
And called you dog, my friend.

Author Unknown

2004-10-31T01:20:00.000+07:00

And you know and you know
'Coz my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow so before
I'm old I'll confess
You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong

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Letih...Lesu...Bingung mo ngelangkah kemana....Bingung mesti mikirin apa...
Kayanya banyak mesti dipikirin untuk ke depannya.Tapi selalu blank...
Kayanya banyak yang mesti dikerjain tapi bingung harus ngelakuin yang mana dulu...
Banyak yang mesti diberesin dan kayanya gue dah mencoba tuk' ngeberesin satu-persatu,tapi kayanya ngga beres2...
Kaya gula di teh yang diaduk dengan kuat,gue semakin terbawa arus,,,lama2 tuh gula larut juga dan ngga keliatan lagi.Larut di aer.Ngga ninggalin bekas apa2.Cuma ninggalin rasa manis....
Nah tuh gula ninggalin rasa manis...Kalo gue? Manis,asem,asin n' pait kali yah?Huehehehe *getok*

Kemaren ngeberesin kamar dan nemu cdnya The Tony Rich Project-nya koko gue.hihihihi..Lagunya enak2...Trus sambil dengerin Robbie Williams...Savage Garden...Cd2 yang dah lamaaaaaa banget gue ngga denger...
Pas denger lagunya S.Garden gue jadi inget ama Selly.Temen gue waktu SD..Dimanakah kau berada Sel?Miss U... ^o^
Tadi ke Gading ama Cia,ke Gramedia dan ngeborong buku2 baru n' beli kamus.Dapet gratis lho semuanya...Hohohoho.Bagaimana tidak,gue dapet voucher 200.000!!Hihihihi...Chenenggg!!! ^o^

Olip: Maap ampe skrg pun gue lom reply imel lu...Dah genep deh 1 bulan.No excuses...
Vivi: Maap hari ini gue ngga dateng ke tempat lu.Gue milih untuk baca buku aja di rumah.
Sonnia: Maap ngga telpon balik n' ngga nemenin lu nonton anak2 maen bola.
Buat semua yg dah sms n' telpon gue : Maap gue ngga bales karna gue ngga ada pulsa dan ini berlangsung ampe bulan depan.Maap gue ngga angkat tlp karna hp gue sering gue tinggal di kamar...
Mami Mee: Cepet sembuh ya... ^o^ mizz u...
Cece: Cupcupcup...
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On My Own

2004-10-28T22:48:00.000+07:00

I can't believe that I'm here in this place again
How did I manage to mess up one more time
This pattern seems to be, the story of my life
Should have learned this lesson by the thousandth time

Cause I promised myself I wouldn't fall,
But here I fall
And I guess I'm not as strong as I thought
All I can do
Is cry to You

Oh God, You have to save me
You're my last and only hope
All my right answers fail me
I can't seem to make it
On my own

I always thought that I would be strong enough, oh oh
What made all of them fall couldn't take me down
Yeah, did I think that I, was above it all
I have learned that pride comes before the fall

I can't promise myslef that I won't fall
'Cause here I fall
And I know I'm not as strong as I thought
All I can do
Is cry to You

2004-10-24T01:40:00.000+07:00

Hampir terdampar di rumah Tpen....Untung RQ bae mo anterin pulang ^o^
Cape...
Tadi dr Pensi Smuk3.Sepi akh,kurang penonton,jadinya melompong gituu... >_<
Cuma nontonin Ada Band ama Coklat doank...Hihihihihi

Dadddyyy...HELP!!!Things getting worse here...Tadi gara2 hal itu gue hampir ngga bisa pulang.Ngga ada yg bisa keluar atau masuk dari tempat itu....Hixhixhixhix...Help... >_< Give me strength..
Anas sakit lg Dad...katanya kali ini lebih parah udah ke perut gitu... T_T Mana ade gue juga sakit lagi... T_T heal them ya Dad...

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish,
of being somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

2004-10-22T22:30:00.000+07:00

Apa emang masa lalu tuh ngga boleh diungkit2 yah?Trus emang kadang ada sesuatu yang pernah dilakukan seseorang ke kita yang masih terus keinget,yang bener2 berarti,pokoknya bener2 jd sweet memory.Tapi seseorang itu malah sedih n' bt waktu kita cerita ttg masa lalu.Malahan,dia lupa klo dia pernah ngelakuin sesuatu itu ke kita -_-" hixhixhix....
Gue sedih bgt pas die ngomong Gue ngga inget juga! and Kenapa lu malah bikin gue sedih?
hixxx...Ampunilah saya kalo gue bikin lu sedih.Lagian gpp koq klo lu ngga inget kejadian itu,gue cuma mo blg betapa hangatnya tangan lu waktu itu...I can still feel it...hixhixhix...

Antara Mules dan WC Idaman

2004-10-20T22:40:00.000+07:00

Haiyahhhh......Sengsara...Mules2...sakit peyut....Salah makankah?Kayanya ngga deh...
Cape eut bulak balik WC hixhixhix...Eh Mami Mee juga muLes katanya.Hihihihi...senasib... -_-"

Jadi inget ama thread di OutCasts yang ngomongin WC,ampe dibuat namanya WCnology huahuahuahaha...
Ada ga yah yg buat klosetnya pake sofa? Klo WC idaman gue tuh...yang nyaman,jarang mati aer,yang ngga sempit,ada pewangi jd kalo bau tinggal nyemprot2.Ada Tv n' dVd player jd kalo ada kejadian kaya tadi bisa sambil nonton.Truss...ada komputer biar bisa sambil online.Huahahaha...udah akh,cukuph ampe di sini kudu belajar buat lusa -_-"

Mami Mee: Ebad oiy...ntar cap jempolnya nyusul yah...XD

I Believe

2004-10-19T21:51:00.000+07:00

I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge,
That myth is more potent than history.
I believe that dreams are more powerful than facts,
That hope always triumphs over experience,
That laughter is the only cure for grief.
And I believe that love is stronger than death.
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Gue lg baca buku It Was on Fire When I Lay Down on It dipinjemin ama guru gue.Kemaren dia promosiin nih buku di kelas,tapi ngga ada yang ngerespon...hihihihi kacian.Yah bercampur perasaan lg pengen baca,penasaran n' kacian akhirnya gue pinjem juga tuh buku.Baru baca tadi ampe halaman 8 sih,padahal dipinjemin dari kemaren.Yah apa boleh buat,kemaren banyak komik baru yg lebih menggiurkan drpd tuh buku..Hohohoho XD.
Pas baca halaman pertama gue dah nemu sesuatu yg menarik "Quid rides?Mutato nomine,
de te fabula narratur." Ayoo artinya apaaaa!!!! Kirimkan jawaban anda ke ShoutBox nin0.....hihihihi.10 pengirim pertama akan mendapatkan cap jempol kaki gue.Ayo ayo,sapa cepat dia dapat...hihihihihihi XP

Eh iya,tadi maths test gue parah bener dweh!Seperti biasa klo lg ulangan pasti gue suka blank gitu.Kan ada 12 soal gitu.Pas baca soal pertama gue ngga nangkep mksdnya,jadi gue lewatin.Begitu seterusnya ampe soal ke 4.Untung pas soal ke 5 otak gue udah mulai bekerja.Tapi stuck lg pas baca soal ke 6.Huahahaha...Dodol.Langusng loncat ke nomor 12.Soal model gitu paling gue suka!!Yang tadinya lemes,bengong,garuk2 kpala langsung semangat 45 trus abis ngerjain soal ke 12 itu, gue mulai lancar ngerjain soal2 walopun suka stuck lagi.Hihihihihi.....
Ampun deh....

I Am There

2004-10-18T22:43:00.000+07:00

I AM THERE
James Dillet Freeman

Do you need Me ?
I am there.
You cannot see Me, yet I am the light you see by.
You cannot hear Me, yet I speak through your voice.
You cannot feel Me, yet I am the power at work in your hands.

I am at work, though you do not understand My ways.
I am at work, though you do not understand My works.
I am not strange visions. I am not mysteries.

Only in absolute stillness, beyond self, can you know Me
as I AM, and then but as a feeling and a faith.

Yet I am here. Yet I hear. Yet I answer.
When you need Me, I am there.
Even if you deny Me, I am there.
Even when you feel most alone, I am there.
Even in your fears, I am there.
Even in your pain, I am there.

I am there when you pray and when you do not pray.
I am in you, and you are in Me.
Only in your mind can you feel separate from Me, for
only in your mind are the mists of "yours" and "mine".
Yet only with your mind can you know Me and experience Me.

Empty your heart of empty fears.
When you get yourself out of the way, I am there.
You can of yourself do nothing, but I can do all.
And I AM in all.

Though you may not see the good, good is there, for
I am there. I am there because I have to be, because I AM.

Only in Me does the world have meaning; only out of Me does the world take form; only because of ME does the world go forward.
I am the law on which the movement of the stars
and the growth of living cells are founded.

I am the love that is the law's fulfilling. I am assurance.
I am peace. I am oneness. I am the law that you can live by.
I am the love that you can cling to. I am your assurance.
I am your peace. I am ONE with you. I am.

Though you fail to find Me, I do not fail you.
Though your faith in Me is unsure, My faith in you never
wavers, because I know you, because I love you.

Beloved, I am there.

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Lupa drmn gue dapetin ni poem...Hehehe.Trus,entah kenapa setiap kali gue baca bagian I am there when you pray and when you do not pray gue jadi semakin males doa.Hihihihihi *getok*
Hwaaa....besok ada Maths test >_< haduhhh pusing ih ngeliat angka mulu.Yah dulu sih gue suka banget ama Maths,tapi udah ngga semenjak makin susyah.Makin males mikir.Hwehwehwe...Jadi gue suka yg simple-simple aja kaya tambah-tambahan,kali-kalian,kurang-kurangan...Wakakakaka.....

2nd Blog

2004-10-18T22:26:00.000+07:00

Yuhuuu....This is my 2nd blog berhubung yg kemaren itu error.Hixx...padahal blom genap seminggu ngeblog >_< menoreh luka aja...Huehehehe
Well,selamat menikmati...Hihihihihi...*kaya makanan aja*